10/20/2009
She's still in love...
...with a ghost.
She was going to get married. She was going to spend her life with someone. And then he was cruelly taken away from her.
That was years ago, but she never had the chance to grieve properly. Plus, she's like me. When we commit to something, we commit. We give our all. Our whole heart.
When we met, her heart was open to me for very specific reasons. It was the perfect window for us to find each other. But then certain things happened, and those things caused her to slam that window shut.
I didn't understand it at first, but now I do. The door to her past was ripped open and she tumbled right through like Alice down the rabbit hole.
There is nothing I can do. The only thing I can do is wait. For as long as I can. Until the loneliness becomes more than even I can bear.
idontpretend at 1:22 P.M.
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