Archives
12/05/2009 - More fuel for the fire
12/04/2009 - CANNONBALL!!
12/03/2009 - My entire life...
12/01/2009 - You never see it coming
11/29/2009 - Unwanted thoughts
11/27/2009 - I'm finally letting go
11/27/2009 - Fate's Tainted Kiss
11/26/2009 - And I continue to burn
11/20/2009 - I'm eating lasagna
11/16/2009 - This diary...
11/14/2009 - It's just too much
11/13/2009 - I just couldn't deal...
11/10/2009 - Blankness filled with blank thoughts
11/09/2009 - The great emptiness of nothingness
11/08/2009 - She spins me 'round
11/04/2009 - My heart...
10/31/2009 - You spin me 'round
10/22/2009 - I was reaching...
10/20/2009 - She's still in love...
10/13/2009 - I find it...
10/09/2009 - She is consumed..
10/07/2009 - I have never been...
10/07/2009 - Mortal Kombat!!!
10/03/2009 - So unbearably lonely
10/03/2009 - Omg I feel fckin stupid
10/03/2009 - Is it really...
10/03/2009 - Something is getting lost
10/02/2009 - Love is a fickle mistress
10/01/2009 - I get all panicky
10/01/2009 - I'm falling down
09/29/2009 - I always know
09/29/2009 - So far...
09/28/2009 - We're talking
09/28/2009 - I have to keep moving
09/28/2009 - Would've been
09/27/2009 - I'm falling back into
09/25/2009 - She still says she loves me
09/22/2009 - I miss her terribly
09/22/2009 - She's a free spirit
09/22/2009 - I'm trying so hard
09/21/2009 - Goin' a lil...
09/21/2009 - Digging through the past
09/15/2009 - Somebody friggin' pinch me!!!!
09/15/2009 - The panic wells up
09/13/2009 - The hands on the clock...
09/12/2009 - Baby, please
09/08/2009 - I don't cry...
09/07/2009 - Meh, meh, and meh
09/04/2009 - We just keep...
09/01/2009 - Someone...
08/30/2009 - The good news...
08/30/2009 - Shivering in the cold
08/30/2009 - She's not..
08/30/2009 - Numb
08/29/2009 - I'm kinda sorta
08/29/2009 - This is so hard
08/29/2009 - I have to find a way
08/28/2009 - If, in the end
08/28/2009 - My heart
08/28/2009 - Good intentions
08/27/2009 - I dunno
08/26/2009 - The simple fact is..
08/26/2009 - Why I did what I did
08/25/2009 - Oh God, please no
08/23/2009 - Oh gawd...
08/23/2009 - And just like that..
08/23/2009 - Why I did what I did...
08/20/2009 - I just miss her
08/20/2009 - I didn't lose her...
08/17/2009 - I am walking..
08/16/2009 - I just don't..
08/15/2009 - It's good that you love who you are
08/12/2009 - I'm ready to move on
08/11/2009 - I wish I was like you
08/11/2009 - Gimme a C O L L E G E!
08/10/2009 - There is such an emptiness..
08/09/2009 - I know it's over
08/07/2009 - Kanye West - Heartless
08/04/2009 - I lost my soulmate
08/03/2009 - It doesn't make any sense
08/01/2009 - The longer I go..
07/31/2009 - The Watchmen
07/31/2009 - How am I supposed to move on...
07/28/2009 - Goddamnit
07/27/2009 - It's time to move on
07/26/2009 - You can't have love..
07/25/2009 - I've never been filled...
07/25/2009 - Finally
07/24/2009 - What am I supposed to do?
07/22/2009 - I just don't know how long..
07/21/2009 - I don't think..
07/16/2009 - Don't look so surprised
07/15/2009 - That's it, it's over
07/14/2009 - Somebody please tell me
07/13/2009 - Who are you...
07/13/2009 - I'm going to try
07/13/2009 - The good news is...
07/09/2009 - I'm all out of love
07/08/2009 - Voting is open
07/07/2009 - I'm getting back...
07/02/2009 - It's hard
06/30/2009 - I finally...
06/29/2009 - It's time to finally face..
06/28/2009 - She's broken my heart
06/23/2009 - Nothing ever changes
06/22/2009 - My heart is broken.
06/18/2009 - Grrrrrrrrrrr......
06/17/2009 - We broke up
06/07/2009 - And Now A Word From Our Sponsors
06/07/2009 - Please stay tuned...
05/30/2009 - The path we're on
05/26/2009 - Attention Bitches
05/26/2009 - I haven't updated much
05/15/2009 - Swimming against the current
04/27/2009 - It's gonna be a fight
04/27/2009 - Yeeehawww yeeehaww yeehaaaww
04/27/2009 - Just tell me
04/26/2009 - She just doesn't get it
04/23/2009 - Over the last couple of days...
04/22/2009 - Her dad...
04/10/2009 - Big changes...
03/31/2009 - Reality is a cold, hard thing
03/31/2009 - A good talk
03/28/2009 - The first month of our relationship...
03/28/2009 - I really don't want..
03/28/2009 - They say...
03/28/2009 - I think, maybe..
03/28/2009 - I'm dying..
03/25/2009 - Music...
03/25/2009 - Truth...
03/23/2009 - Glub, glub, glub
03/20/2009 - With the blink of an eye...
03/20/2009 - The sound of silence
03/12/2009 - Everything's supposed to be better
02/28/2009 - And the walls come crashing down
02/26/2009 - My new vows
02/21/2009 - I finally take the step...
02/21/2009 - Hesitating just a moment..
02/21/2009 - I stand before...
02/18/2009 - Please......
02/17/2009 - Please...
02/17/2009 - Tick, tick, tick...
02/03/2009 - I'm really rather crazy...
01/28/2009 - I think....
01/27/2009 - Impatience...
01/16/2009 - Battlestar Galactica
01/05/2009 - A new year...
12/25/2008 - The human race...
12/20/2008 - Today...today....
12/17/2008 - I didn't think it was possible...
12/15/2008 - My heart hurts...
12/14/2008 - Through the glass...
12/14/2008 - It hurts
12/12/2008 - Cluster Fucks Galore
12/12/2008 - My confidence...
12/11/2008 - My daily mantra
12/09/2008 - The silver lining...
12/09/2008 - I feel so ashamed right now..
12/09/2008 - That hole in the sand..
12/09/2008 - Hope is like sand...
12/08/2008 - Never has a silver lining..
12/08/2008 - Please...
12/07/2008 - Life mocks me
12/05/2008 - Every moment of every day..
12/05/2008 - I have heard the voice...
12/05/2008 - My hands...
12/05/2008 - Abandon all hope...
12/03/2008 - *SCREAMING TO THE HEAVENS*
11/30/2008 - So far..
11/30/2008 - Please pray
11/26/2008 - A silver lining and the tease of a light
11/25/2008 - I am going out of my mind
11/22/2008 - I could kick myself, or worse
11/14/2008 - I Would Watch The World Burn
11/06/2008 - The United States of America
10/25/2008 - My Life Began Anew
10/21/2008 - The United States of America...
10/02/2008 - American's....
09/20/2008 - Cheap crap! Get your cheap crap!!!
09/19/2008 - What's really sad...
09/18/2008 - Purging the madness...
09/14/2008 - I was made...
09/14/2008 - My heart...
09/06/2008 - So....fucking...tired....
09/04/2008 - O M D F G....
09/01/2008 - I'm still alive...
08/20/2008 - I'm alive
08/03/2008 - I am a mess, a mess I am said Sam I am....
07/29/2008 - I haven't updated..
07/17/2008 - I stand there with a cold blade in my hand
07/09/2008 - I tried
07/07/2008 - yaaaaawn
07/03/2008 - Almost forgot
07/01/2008 - The ciiircle of liiiiife
06/24/2008 - It's finally over
06/23/2008 - An extremely pleasant night
06/23/2008 - Quickie
06/20/2008 - Ummmmm
06/20/2008 - Wtf...
06/20/2008 - Sigh
06/19/2008 - I shouldn't be laughing...
06/18/2008 - What should've been...
06/18/2008 - Why am I...
06/17/2008 - You have now entered, the Twilight Zone...
06/15/2008 - -
06/14/2008 - 192 BABY!!!
06/12/2008 - Point, set, match
06/12/2008 - *off come the kid gloves*
06/11/2008 - Omg, it's just too much...
06/11/2008 - *rolls on the floor laughing hysterically*
06/10/2008 - Today was just.....bad
06/09/2008 - Understanding Dawns In The Darkness
06/09/2008 - Self-Destructive Tendencies
06/08/2008 - The Twisted Madness Within
06/07/2008 - I can feel the scales tipping...
06/04/2008 - I'm feeling so good...
06/04/2008 - Feeling good
06/02/2008 - Big Surprise
06/02/2008 - Julia and I..
05/28/2008 - Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to do nothing..
05/27/2008 - Once you've fallen in love..
05/27/2008 - I don't want to do this anymore
05/25/2008 - If she loved me
05/25/2008 - Anyone who reads this...
05/24/2008 - I miss her so much...
05/24/2008 - I fell in love with you
05/23/2008 - Oh gawd, here it comes...
05/22/2008 - Letting go sucks
05/21/2008 - A train wreck in the middle of an earthquake
05/20/2008 - Two nights ago...
05/17/2008 - I miss...
05/16/2008 - She sabotages her own attempts at happiness
05/15/2008 - Even my female friends...
05/15/2008 - I give up
05/15/2008 - I fucking miss her
05/14/2008 - I don't understand
05/09/2008 - I just...don't know
05/07/2008 - I knew this was going to happen
05/05/2008 - She said....
05/05/2008 - Really quick update...
05/02/2008 - An island unto myself
05/02/2008 - A note for the lost
05/02/2008 - *dodges out of the way of the moving vehicle*
04/30/2008 - Hahahaha
04/29/2008 - As The World Turns
04/26/2008 - I'm just.....done
04/23/2008 - Oh Em Gee Moment!!
04/21/2008 - You can't win...
04/20/2008 - They always lie
04/14/2008 - Searching
04/09/2008 - Here we go again!!!
04/07/2008 - It finally hits
04/05/2008 - Relief...
04/05/2008 - I'm not heartbroken
04/05/2008 - Life ceases to surprise me
04/04/2008 - We're gonna need to talk
04/04/2008 - Doing better day by day
03/31/2008 - Like an old, broken movie that's been played too much
03/27/2008 - BOOTY CALL FTW!
03/25/2008 - Fighting ftl
03/23/2008 - Quickies ftw ;D
03/21/2008 - Is there a poet in the house?
03/20/2008 - Meh
03/19/2008 - *looks to the sky*
03/15/2008 - *innocent look*
03/14/2008 - A work in progress....
03/12/2008 - I don't know what to do anymore
03/10/2008 - Aw fucking hell
03/10/2008 - *insert entry title thing here*
03/07/2008 - Blaaaaaaaaaaaah
03/05/2008 - Like banging my head against a wall
03/05/2008 - Like banging my head against a wall
03/04/2008 - And he is mightily embarrassed..
03/04/2008 - So I'm feeling better...
03/01/2008 - OMGWTFBBQ
02/28/2008 - Sick as a half-dead dog
02/27/2008 - Why do I do that....
02/26/2008 - Sigh........
02/26/2008 - Let's try this again....
02/25/2008 - Oh my stars and garters...
02/25/2008 - Why don't my friends...
02/23/2008 - And the winnar...
02/22/2008 - Tomorrow's the day...
02/21/2008 - Ummmmmmmmmmm
02/20/2008 - Zomg!
02/20/2008 - Bah
02/18/2008 - Fascinating...
02/18/2008 - Today was a sad day
02/16/2008 - Hi Kimi
02/16/2008 - Oh, I almost forgot..
02/16/2008 - *collapses from exhaustion*
02/15/2008 - It's possible that...
02/14/2008 - Happy V Day...
02/12/2008 - I think....
02/11/2008 - Goddamnit
02/08/2008 - *happy face of joy*
02/08/2008 - A long ass day...
02/05/2008 - A funhouse full of broken mirrors
02/05/2008 - Goddammit
02/04/2008 - Hi again
02/04/2008 - Hi again
01/29/2008 - I just don't understand..
01/27/2008 - Hey, let's try this for a change
01/24/2008 - Milestones are nice
01/22/2008 - How many times...
01/22/2008 - I live my life...
01/19/2008 - I'm so consumed...
01/19/2008 - She called me..
01/18/2008 - She inspires me
01/18/2008 - If you pull a single thread...
01/14/2008 - Your Brightest Smile
01/14/2008 - When the going gets tough...
01/12/2008 - Sheesh...
01/08/2008 - Oh my gawsh...
01/07/2008 - 2008
01/03/2008 - Sole Companion
12/27/2007 - Aimless wandering..
12/25/2007 - Ho Ho Ho
12/24/2007 - I don't know how...
12/23/2007 - Betrayal..
12/22/2007 - *teeters, before happily plunging over the edge*
12/19/2007 - Like breaking out in a cold sweat...
12/18/2007 - If you have the balls..
12/18/2007 - *Echo...echo....echo...*
12/17/2007 - Sometimes they compare...
12/17/2007 - I'm done...
12/17/2007 - She is a mind-fuck...
12/16/2007 - *a tattered, blood-stained white flag flies over the battlefield...*
12/16/2007 - Her happiness...
12/15/2007 - It was just a dream...
12/15/2007 - My head hurts....
12/14/2007 - Another interesting fact...
12/13/2007 - I can't help but wonder...
12/12/2007 - An interesting note...
12/12/2007 - I think I know...
12/12/2007 - Can someone please tell me...
12/12/2007 - Why did she do that?
12/12/2007 - What if...
12/12/2007 - The Simple Ache Of Missing You
12/11/2007 - Please tell me...
12/11/2007 - Landon Pigg - Coffee Shop
12/11/2007 - I miss her...
12/10/2007 - Today was a good day...
12/09/2007 - Forgiveness...
12/09/2007 - Maybe it was....
12/08/2007 - Pinch me please....
12/08/2007 - My big, fat, Greek sigh...
12/07/2007 - The reason it's so hard...
12/06/2007 - I still can't...
12/06/2007 - Good Charlotte - I Don't Wanna Be In Love
12/06/2007 - On the way home..
12/04/2007 - "Can you see us getting married?"
12/04/2007 - It's so hard...
12/02/2007 - Well....
11/30/2007 - Oh Julia..
11/29/2007 - It's all I can do sometimes...
11/27/2007 - The only way I can say goodbye...
11/26/2007 - She broke me...
11/25/2007 - Why do I dream..
11/24/2007 - That dream...
11/24/2007 - Waking up...
11/22/2007 - The Little Man In Green
11/22/2007 - GAHAHAHAHAHA x 2
11/20/2007 - GUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA
11/15/2007 - How could I forget....
11/15/2007 - Yes, I'm huge...
11/11/2007 - My big, fat, Greek sigh...
11/09/2007 - My songs....
11/09/2007 - On top of everything else...
11/09/2007 - Like walking a tightrope...
11/06/2007 - I feel like...
11/06/2007 - Sometimes I wonder....
11/05/2007 - I guess sometimes....
11/05/2007 - The longer I stay here...
11/05/2007 - Never Stop
11/05/2007 - No matter how shitty life gets...
11/04/2007 - Why did I do that...
11/04/2007 - I am so sick...
11/01/2007 - I...hate...my...effing...life....
10/31/2007 - Now I'm really freaked the fuck out...
10/30/2007 - The good, the bad, the....desperation...
10/29/2007 - Almost forgot, amidst the excitement...
10/29/2007 - Ashes, ashes.......pt.2
10/29/2007 - The Pain That Is Caused
10/29/2007 - My Love Is Real
10/28/2007 - Love can be so hard sometimes...
10/26/2007 - I can't sleep....
10/25/2007 - Two new poems - what do you think?
10/25/2007 - James Blunt - You're Beautiful
10/24/2007 - Of Solitude And Loneliness
10/22/2007 - My heart...
10/21/2007 - Guwahahahahahahaha
10/21/2007 - A long, boring, uneventful day...
10/19/2007 - A moment of peace
10/19/2007 - Something I needed to hear
10/18/2007 - I am sick of my life
10/16/2007 - How's that for a kick in the gut....
10/13/2007 - As the world turns....
10/10/2007 - Am I really a monster....
10/09/2007 - So frustrating...
10/08/2007 - The unbearable mehness of being...
10/07/2007 - I think I figured out....
10/04/2007 - I am turmoil...
10/03/2007 - Happy Birthday to me...
10/02/2007 - Religion makes me sick...
10/01/2007 - Well I'll be a son of a....
09/30/2007 - As the days merge into one...
09/30/2007 - What a day...
09/29/2007 - Rihanna - Hate That I Love You
09/28/2007 - I think...
09/26/2007 - What's it going to take...
09/26/2007 - Pink - Who Knew
09/24/2007 - Blarg, I felt sooo sick...
09/22/2007 - *warm fuzzies*
09/22/2007 - Like a seesaw from hell....
09/21/2007 - Of all the things I've ever felt...
09/19/2007 - The rubber band in my chest....
09/19/2007 - I'm going out of my mind...
09/16/2007 - I don't know what to do....
09/11/2007 - Three new poems...
09/10/2007 - She says....
09/10/2007 - I find it rather hilarious...
09/10/2007 - One thing that I don't think she understands...
09/10/2007 - Why, why, why do I do this?
09/10/2007 - There's reality, and then there's reality...
09/09/2007 - I don't know what just happened...
09/09/2007 - Like a vicious whirlwind blasting through my mind....
09/09/2007 - I chose to stay up for you
09/08/2007 - A brief moment in time...
09/08/2007 - I finally give in...
09/08/2007 - A blast from the *not so distant* past...
09/07/2007 - I'm over it
09/04/2007 - Masculine vs Feminine
09/03/2007 - What the hell?
09/03/2007 - Whiskey Tango Foxtrot
09/02/2007 - How do I get myself into these situations...
09/02/2007 - Pearl Jam - Better Man
09/02/2007 - I feel like such a fucking asshole
09/01/2007 - What's sad...
09/01/2007 - I just don't get...
09/01/2007 - The good, the bad, and the ugly...
08/31/2007 - I'm sick and tired of it
08/31/2007 - Why do I always end up paying...
08/30/2007 - Why do we misunderstand each other....
08/30/2007 - I'm so lonely
08/29/2007 - What did I do?
08/29/2007 - I'm so tired...
08/29/2007 - I'm so tired of the drama
08/28/2007 - In my humble opinion...
08/28/2007 - I'm really rather irritated at the moment
08/28/2007 - The shit has hit the fan
08/27/2007 - Fuck that
08/27/2007 - What the fuck is wrong with me?
08/24/2007 - I had a dream about her
08/22/2007 - I have a friend....
08/22/2007 - To You I Give
08/20/2007 - Dear Julia,
08/20/2007 - Thank you Kayla
08/20/2007 - The secret to life....
08/19/2007 - I think I finally got tired...
08/18/2007 - I have a baby again...
08/15/2007 - I don't need answers
08/09/2007 - Today was a relatively good day...
08/08/2007 - Thank gawd for the peole at Blizzard
08/08/2007 - I'm such a mess
08/07/2007 - I feel kinda sick...
08/06/2007 - Spite and vengeance will only make things worse
08/05/2007 - I may have escaped the madness...
08/04/2007 - It hurts being ignored...
08/04/2007 - Even now, when I turn around....
08/04/2007 - Reaching up with a bloody hand...
08/01/2007 - I still want to cry
07/31/2007 - I'll never understand her....
07/31/2007 - I'm dying
07/31/2007 - I had a dream last night
07/31/2007 - I'm just a fool
07/30/2007 - It hurts....
07/29/2007 - My brightest hour in my darkest day
07/28/2007 - I can't help it
07/26/2007 - I miss her
07/26/2007 - I'm crying so bad right now....
07/26/2007 - You spin me right 'round baby...
07/26/2007 - I think that this may be more than I can handle...
07/25/2007 - I'm so nervous...
07/25/2007 - Omg....
07/25/2007 - Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
07/25/2007 - In her own way...
07/25/2007 - I'm still so, so lost
07/23/2007 - I am in such effing hell
07/23/2007 - I don't know if I can do this anymore...
07/23/2007 - She is truly the biggest hypocrite I have ever known
07/23/2007 - I just.....don't know
07/21/2007 - Omg, this is so freaking hard
07/21/2007 - The real tragedy lies therein....
07/21/2007 - As I lay in my bed...
07/20/2007 - Please tell me....
07/20/2007 - Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved
07/19/2007 - Finding acceptance through understanding
07/19/2007 - ignorance is fucking bliss
07/19/2007 - I'm through
07/19/2007 - the truth doesn't mean a goddamn thing to her
07/18/2007 - ohjesusgod
07/18/2007 - jesus christ, i dont know if i can do this....
07/18/2007 - Like I said.....
07/18/2007 - She really just doesn't know how to communicate :'(
07/18/2007 - Do you know one of the things she said?
07/18/2007 - *emptiness rings loud in the void that is my life*
07/18/2007 - No matter how small the chances....
07/18/2007 - that's it, that's the end of the road
07/18/2007 - Omg.....................
07/18/2007 - I've written her quite a few emails...
07/18/2007 - Black Hole
07/18/2007 - Today just.....sucked
07/16/2007 - omgomgomg
07/15/2007 - Sigh, it's 4am, and she didn't get back online....
07/15/2007 - I'm so nervous...
07/14/2007 - I DON'T UNDERSTAND
07/14/2007 - I sat in the rain today...
07/14/2007 - 30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill
07/14/2007 - If her love was true...
07/14/2007 - I'm so empty
07/14/2007 - I am not ok
07/13/2007 - I can't do this....
07/13/2007 - It's useless...
07/12/2007 - *railing at the bars of my cell*
07/12/2007 - I loved her enough to last a lifetime...
07/12/2007 - She never cared about me, about US...
07/11/2007 - I can't describe...
07/11/2007 - Her denial of who I really am
07/11/2007 - The Everly Brothers - Bye Bye Love
07/11/2007 - Journey - Remember Me
07/11/2007 - I'm so lost...
07/11/2007 - She doesn't even know...
07/11/2007 - I can't believe how much it freaking hurts
07/11/2007 - It hurts SO SO SO SO SO bad
07/10/2007 - 3 Doors Down - Duck And Run
07/09/2007 - Perchance to dream, perchance to hope...
07/08/2007 - She simply blows me away...
07/08/2007 - That hurt....
07/08/2007 - A badly needed silver lining...
07/08/2007 - I'm all messed up again
07/08/2007 - I must find a way....
07/08/2007 - I don't know how much more of this I can take...
07/07/2007 - I've got a really bad feeling....
07/06/2007 - I'm crying so bad right now
07/06/2007 - She read my email
07/06/2007 - She hasn't read it yet...
07/06/2007 - This may very well be....
07/05/2007 - Sigh..........
07/05/2007 - Thank gawd....
07/04/2007 - More than meets the eye...
07/04/2007 - Everywhere I turn...
07/03/2007 - And still I wait....
07/02/2007 - I'm such a freaking tard sometimes :x
07/02/2007 - I'm looking through her pictures...
07/01/2007 - Elliot Yamin - Wait For You
07/01/2007 - We came together under the worst possible circumstances
06/30/2007 - I dreamt of my hearts desire
06/30/2007 - Another day goes by...
06/29/2007 - Flyleaf - All Around Me
06/29/2007 - I feel dead inside
06/28/2007 - We just got done talking again....
06/27/2007 - Will wonders never cease....
06/27/2007 - I am lost
06/27/2007 - She just admitted....
06/26/2007 - I give up
06/26/2007 - This is a freaking NIGHTMARE...
06/26/2007 - I could've dealt with that....
06/25/2007 - Ashes, ashes, we all fall down....
06/25/2007 - New dimensions of hell...
06/25/2007 - The final pieces fall into place....
06/25/2007 - Hope wanes....
06/24/2007 - I can't get no sleep...
06/24/2007 - I'm so drained...
06/23/2007 - My nightmares really have come true...
06/23/2007 - I miss her....
06/23/2007 - I just don't know...
06/23/2007 - What if....
06/22/2007 - I ache....
06/22/2007 - She makes me so happy...
06/21/2007 - Life can be so terrible...
06/20/2007 - I think I'm going to just kill myself
06/19/2007 - This little ball of pain...
06/19/2007 - I feel nothing inside
06/19/2007 - She's just.....delusional
06/18/2007 - Gawd, I just feel stupid sometimes...
06/18/2007 - It really sucks...
06/18/2007 - She stopped talking to me again...
06/17/2007 - She just logged out of wow...
06/17/2007 - Do you ever just lie in bed....
06/16/2007 - Two new poems
06/16/2007 - Rocking gently back and forth...
06/16/2007 - Sigh, she didn't come back...
06/16/2007 - She logged off a bit ago...
06/16/2007 - She's in the game....
06/15/2007 - All I want...
06/15/2007 - Omg I miss her....
06/15/2007 - Omg, I can't begin to describe....
06/15/2007 - Something happened tonight...
06/14/2007 - I think I may finally understand...
06/13/2007 - A Love So New/The Masks We Wear
06/13/2007 - My neck is SORE
06/11/2007 - I can finally look at her pictures again...
06/11/2007 - I'm sinking....
06/10/2007 - Do you think....
06/10/2007 - Hallelujah Cupcake.....
06/09/2007 - Where do you people come from?
06/09/2007 - I'm in a bad, BAD place...
06/07/2007 - I have to keep telling myself.....
06/07/2007 - Just a fool in love
06/06/2007 - I did the best I could
06/06/2007 - What the hell did I do wrong?
06/05/2007 - A glimmer of hope...
06/04/2007 - Worth Suffering For
06/04/2007 - I miss you so much.....I hurt
06/04/2007 - My world continues to fall down upon me
06/03/2007 - I don't understand...
06/03/2007 - A completely and totally unexpected night....
06/02/2007 - If anyone's interested....
06/02/2007 - It sucks SO much..
06/02/2007 - As I Sit In A Puddle
06/02/2007 - I Rail Against Fate
06/02/2007 - The fall of the rain....
06/01/2007 - I think I just had an emotional meltdown....
06/01/2007 - I'm so tired of hurting.........
06/01/2007 - On a lighter note....
06/01/2007 - Life is such a cluster fuck.....
05/31/2007 - Why do I bother?
05/30/2007 - It's really rather sad....
05/29/2007 - You know...
05/29/2007 - Justin Timberlake - Goes Around
05/29/2007 - I guess she's done for now....
05/29/2007 - Omdfg...
05/29/2007 - It doesn't mean a damn thing
05/29/2007 - Elvis Presley - Too Much
05/29/2007 - The Rasmus - In The Shadows
05/29/2007 - After everything she did, I still believed in her....
05/29/2007 - Barbara....
05/29/2007 - What a crappy night...
05/28/2007 - Omgyay
05/27/2007 - Owie...
05/27/2007 - There is no greater hell....
05/27/2007 - I'm so lost....
05/26/2007 - She just doesn't get it....
05/26/2007 - I hate....
05/26/2007 - Hollywood sucks - Fools Rush In
05/26/2007 - I just caught the scene...
05/26/2007 - Have you ever been able to see yourself...
05/25/2007 - I'm so freaking tired....
05/25/2007 - I'm so incredibly tired...
05/24/2007 - *mad laughter*
05/23/2007 - It sucks SO much....
05/23/2007 - Another random thought...
05/22/2007 - Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
05/22/2007 - The silver lining grows infitesimally...
05/20/2007 - Every single night, my soul is torn asunder...
05/18/2007 - I can't get her out of my soul....
05/18/2007 - I hate my life
05/16/2007 - Another silver lining....
05/15/2007 - The Lie Of Your Love
05/15/2007 - Another day goes by...
05/14/2007 - Like a seesaw...
05/14/2007 - What is evil?
05/13/2007 - I really do like my job
05/13/2007 - I'm so fucked up, it's not even funny
05/12/2007 - She just couldn't admit that she was wrong...
05/12/2007 - I still cry uncontrollably...
05/11/2007 - The Used - The Bird And The Worm
05/10/2007 - Reading my previous entry...
05/09/2007 - Spiderman 3
05/09/2007 - A letter for a dream...
05/09/2007 - A relatively good day....
05/08/2007 - This one made my brother cry the first time he read it
05/07/2007 - I hurt....
05/06/2007 - My life....
05/05/2007 - A small change that will hopefully lead to something new
05/04/2007 - Something is wrong with me....
05/03/2007 - Why can't I just....
05/03/2007 - Haha, I went shrimping
05/01/2007 - I know one of the real reasons....
05/01/2007 - It's been 5 days....
04/28/2007 - Today was ok, as far as my days go anymore...
04/27/2007 - As I sit here....
04/26/2007 - Perchance to dream.....
04/25/2007 - Everytime I begin to think....
04/24/2007 - Break me down, love me hard
04/24/2007 - Why do we love
04/23/2007 - I'm so....pissed at her right now...
04/23/2007 - Did it feel right....
04/22/2007 - Slowly, every so slowly....
04/21/2007 - What it breaks down to is this....
04/20/2007 - I feel......
04/20/2007 - I just spent 3 hours....
04/19/2007 - I've been thinking...
04/18/2007 - Nobody understands
04/18/2007 - She is the single most....
04/18/2007 - Do you know what a hypocrite and a double standard are?
04/18/2007 - I'm sucking so bad right now
04/18/2007 - I know her too well
04/17/2007 - *a very confused look*
04/16/2007 - *gives up the hope...*
04/16/2007 - The saga continues....kind of....
04/15/2007 - Oh holy eff.....
04/14/2007 - I'm so, so sad....
04/13/2007 - The simple truth...
04/12/2007 - Raise your hand if you don't know what Panera is....
04/11/2007 - I wonder if she'll ever open her eyes...
04/10/2007 - It's not fair....
04/10/2007 - Word of the day for all you assholes out there
04/10/2007 - What is WRONG with people?
04/09/2007 - A conversation that leads to a crushed and devastated heart....
04/08/2007 - *sigh*.........
04/08/2007 - One thing I don't understand....
04/08/2007 - That's it....
04/06/2007 - Storybook Love
04/06/2007 - Daredevil, Man Without Fear...
04/05/2007 - It is as I thought...
04/05/2007 - Watching Spiderman 2....
04/05/2007 - A tiny sliver of a silver lining...
04/04/2007 - I still feel like crying...
04/04/2007 - Omarion - Ice Box
04/03/2007 - I'm so messed up, I can't believe how messed up I am...
04/03/2007 - Styx - Show Me The Way
04/03/2007 - Garabage - Stupid Girl
04/03/2007 - Thank gawd I'm moving saturday...
04/02/2007 - I wasn't like this at all...
04/01/2007 - Have I mentioned yet....
04/01/2007 - Oh my gawd.....
04/01/2007 - I think, I hope, that's the last of it...
04/01/2007 - I can't wait to get out of this house....
04/01/2007 - A farewell, to the woman I loved...
03/31/2007 - It's a sad world we live in...
03/31/2007 - She's so cold....
03/31/2007 - Whywhywhywhy?
03/31/2007 - I'm crying so bad...
03/31/2007 - I thumb the edge thoughtfully....
03/31/2007 - She is such an immature little girl...
03/31/2007 - The reasons my heart bleed....
03/30/2007 - Meh meh meh
03/30/2007 - You Love Me Not
03/29/2007 - Oh gawd, talk about a blast from the past...
03/29/2007 - I'm sick of it...
03/27/2007 - For Sparta!
03/26/2007 - Lost and scared and lonely....
03/21/2007 - I'm so tired of feeling this way
03/20/2007 - Fear....
03/19/2007 - At least someone that deserves to be happy...
03/17/2007 - Omg I feel like ass
03/15/2007 - There are good people out there
03/13/2007 - The unbearable mehness of being....
03/11/2007 - My heart is still effing broken
03/09/2007 - This song still makes me cry like a fucking baby....
03/09/2007 - I just don't feel like writing much anymore
03/06/2007 - Who the fuck am I?
03/06/2007 - Rod Stewart - Reason To Believe
03/06/2007 - Shocked and amazed
03/05/2007 - Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
03/03/2007 - Like sands through an hourglass....
02/28/2007 - Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
02/27/2007 - Feeling better I guess
02/26/2007 - I really don't feel good :(
02/25/2007 - Back from St. Augustine...
02/23/2007 - Made it to St. Augustine...
02/23/2007 - Gone boatin'.....
02/21/2007 - On the way home from work....
02/21/2007 - I have a dream....
02/20/2007 - She held me while I cried....
02/18/2007 - She rocked my world so bad....
02/15/2007 - WHY THE FUCKING HELL DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!@?!?!?!?!
02/14/2007 - Happy Valentine's Day
02/13/2007 - Gaaawwwwdd
02/11/2007 - Oopsies, almost forgot...
02/11/2007 - Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
02/09/2007 - It's not that I'm looking for someone
02/08/2007 - Where did I go wrong?
02/07/2007 - Frickin frackin mofockin argh!
02/06/2007 - Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster
02/05/2007 - GaaaaaaaahhH!
02/05/2007 - I was just reminded of Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind
02/04/2007 - What the freaking hell?!?!
02/03/2007 - Truly a Greek tragedy on crack.....
02/03/2007 - Oh what a night....
02/02/2007 - Why is the truth such a terrible thing to want to be known?
02/01/2007 - The real beginning of the end...
01/31/2007 - Omg, this sucks
01/31/2007 - Interesting quiz thingy
01/30/2007 - What the HELL is wrong with me?
01/30/2007 - *cries*
01/30/2007 - Paula Deanda - Walk Away
01/29/2007 - Ho......ly..........shit.....
01/28/2007 - Another weekend gone by...
01/26/2007 - World of Warcraft - The Burning Crusade
01/26/2007 - Gahaha
01/26/2007 - Fort Minor - Where'd You Go
01/26/2007 - Nelly Furtado - Say It Right
01/25/2007 - I aint doin' so good
01/25/2007 - The Fray - How To Save A Life
01/25/2007 - It's such a relief...
01/25/2007 - Good Charlotte - Misery
01/25/2007 - I may have a bad memory....
01/25/2007 - Sitting here dumbfounded, with my heading spinning
01/24/2007 - Taking steps forward...
01/24/2007 - I need to get her out of my effing system
01/23/2007 - This is a good song
01/22/2007 - Everyone needs a hero....
01/22/2007 - What hurts the most....
01/22/2007 - I've learned my lesson
01/22/2007 - Why do I still talk about her?
01/22/2007 - Too many times...
01/22/2007 - I just wanted to say thank you
01/21/2007 - Please........
01/20/2007 - Awwwwww man
01/20/2007 - It's been a couple of days...
01/18/2007 - Damn that lizard for invading the social conscousness
01/18/2007 - I woke up this morning
01/17/2007 - Phil Collins - Against All Odds and In The Air Tonight
01/17/2007 - When I say she sabotaged us, sabotaged herself....
01/16/2007 - I'm watching American Idol
01/16/2007 - When everything you believe to be right and true, turns out to not be
01/16/2007 - Maroon 5 - Harder To Breathe
01/16/2007 - It's over
01/16/2007 - I've just been thinking alot
01/15/2007 - On the outside looking in, looking through an opaque window
01/14/2007 - Siiiigh
01/13/2007 - Sometimes I wonder....
01/13/2007 - Gawd, life is such a cluster fuck sometimes
01/12/2007 - Forget
01/12/2007 - I keep waiting....
01/12/2007 - The fall of Rome has nothing on me
01/12/2007 - Talk about kicking a man when he's down
01/12/2007 - I....absolutely....hate her
01/10/2007 - I just don't know
01/09/2007 - I hurt......
01/09/2007 - Reaching the end of this path....
01/08/2007 - Well, that was an interesting conversation....
01/08/2007 - Day in, day out
01/06/2007 - She just got the flowers...
01/06/2007 - Meh
01/03/2007 - 'scuse me, do you have any vacancies?
01/02/2007 - Hopefully a year of changes, a year of good things to come
01/01/2007 - The new year begins....
12/31/2006 - I really think this is it
12/31/2006 - An unexpected turn
12/31/2006 - I....don't....BELIEVE HER
12/31/2006 - That............hurts
12/30/2006 - All ready to box up the last year, and open the new one...
12/30/2006 - Team America: Hell Yeah!
12/29/2006 - Missing heart....
12/29/2006 - Oh what a night.....
12/27/2006 - Happy Holidays 2006
12/24/2006 - Have the winds of change finally blown this way
12/24/2006 - Have the winds of change finally blown this way
12/23/2006 - Her jaw is hurting again...
12/23/2006 - Tsunami disaster of 2004/2005, Indonesia
12/23/2006 - Peace, love, goodwill
12/22/2006 - Cowabunga dude!
12/21/2006 - Human history is a farce...
12/20/2006 - I love a good movie
12/19/2006 - And from the ashes reborn...
12/19/2006 - I'm so sick of this
12/19/2006 - Ashes, ashes, we all fall down....
12/18/2006 - I wonder if she'll ever understand
12/17/2006 - She froze her butt off for me....
12/17/2006 - Omg, I feel...........................loved
12/17/2006 - *yawn* Sweepy after pulling an unexpectedly sweet all-nighter
12/17/2006 - Ok....well....
12/17/2006 - Well............
12/16/2006 - I don't know if I'm supposed to write this or not...
12/16/2006 - Guess who's talking to me.....
12/16/2006 - A good time is had
12/15/2006 - Guess who emailed me?
12/14/2006 - I cry for myself
12/14/2006 - Ringo Starr - What Goes Around
12/13/2006 - A relatively good day
12/13/2006 - The resentment of your birth is a terrible thing to live with
12/12/2006 - :'(
12/12/2006 - Disbelief and sadness
12/11/2006 - Everything is crashing down upon me
12/11/2006 - I'm really very sad right now...
12/11/2006 - I must purge the bitterness from my heart and soul
12/11/2006 - I want to cry
12/11/2006 - How can people live with themselves?
12/10/2006 - Why has she chosen this life?
12/10/2006 - My new mornin' Angel ;D
12/09/2006 - Angel Of The Morning - Bonnie Tyler
12/09/2006 - As much as I love her...
12/09/2006 - Victory?
12/08/2006 - Alone again....
12/08/2006 - All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight
12/07/2006 - Holy fucking shit
12/07/2006 - I am blown away
12/07/2006 - I can't believe her.....
12/07/2006 - All the way.......
12/06/2006 - I wonder if she'll ever understand...
12/06/2006 - It's not fair
12/06/2006 - The only one she's fooling is herself
12/06/2006 - She finally did it
12/05/2006 - Harry Potter.....
12/05/2006 - I don't feel good
12/04/2006 - She just makes me sad
12/03/2006 - The emptiness within
12/02/2006 - I think I'm going to be sick
12/01/2006 - Slightly bitter and jaded
12/01/2006 - Like A Prayer
12/01/2006 - What has she done to me?
11/30/2006 - It's a small, small world!
11/29/2006 - Merry Christmas (War Is Over)
11/28/2006 - I failed
11/28/2006 - A chat filled with love and hope.......or lies?
11/28/2006 - I miss her.....
11/27/2006 - Overwhelmed again by her absence
11/27/2006 - Even now....
11/27/2006 - The truth shall set you free...
11/26/2006 - I can't forget
11/26/2006 - What is WRONG with people?
11/26/2006 - I can't help it
11/26/2006 - Yup
11/25/2006 - My loneliness...
11/25/2006 - A stranger even unto myself
11/25/2006 - She took everything, and gave me nothing
11/24/2006 - I just feel......stupid
11/24/2006 - What will hopefully be my last email to her
11/24/2006 - Sex is more than the flesh
11/24/2006 - Maybe someday she'll understand
11/23/2006 - I think that's finally it
11/23/2006 - Like a hole in my soul
11/23/2006 - Why can't I be like her?
11/22/2006 - Nobody has ever made me feel so complete
11/22/2006 - She's always so confused
11/21/2006 - Live in peace my sweet Cupcake
11/21/2006 - My Anthems
11/20/2006 - Why, why, why, why, why?
11/20/2006 - It hurts
11/20/2006 - Worthless
11/20/2006 - The End
11/20/2006 - Enough is enough
11/19/2006 - I miss her so much
11/19/2006 - My stomach hurts
11/19/2006 - These tears I cry
11/18/2006 - My heart hurts
11/18/2006 - Road trip....yippee...
11/17/2006 - Silently dying inside
11/16/2006 - A talk we haven't had in such a long time
11/16/2006 - I feel....
11/16/2006 - Will our roads converge? Or forever part?
11/15/2006 - Broken Existence
11/15/2006 - *presses the rewind button so he can do it all over again*
11/14/2006 - Set them free
11/14/2006 - As long as she can live with herself
11/14/2006 - The sweetest thing, and then reality sinks in
11/13/2006 - Do honest people exist anymore?
11/13/2006 - Times like these...
11/13/2006 - How out of line is that???
11/13/2006 - Like mother, like daugther
11/13/2006 - Why do I do this to myself?
11/13/2006 - It's worth it
11/12/2006 - Bring me back t o life
11/12/2006 - When it rains, it pours
11/12/2006 - Damn it hurts
11/12/2006 - It had better not have been in vain
11/12/2006 - *washes his hands of her insanity*
11/12/2006 - The truth about what is meant to be, the truth about fate
11/12/2006 - Ahhhh, the power of free will in all its fucked up glory
11/11/2006 - A Greek tragedy on crack
11/10/2006 - Lost
11/10/2006 - Sad and heartbroken
11/10/2006 - Get this....
11/10/2006 - Oh fucking well
11/10/2006 - Oh well
11/10/2006 - It's really and truly over
11/09/2006 - It's time
11/09/2006 - How much more?
11/08/2006 - The edge of my limits loom on the horizon
11/07/2006 - Effing miserable
11/06/2006 - The pain of her absence is killing me
11/05/2006 - How much longer?
11/04/2006 - The end is finally near
11/04/2006 - Is this it?
11/03/2006 - Always going to be an excuse
11/02/2006 - Surprises keep coming
11/02/2006 - I just don't understand
11/01/2006 - Is it wrong of me?
11/01/2006 - I hurt, because she hurts...